Blah!

Mood: Indifferent
Music: 30 Seconds from Mars - Oblivion

I don't know.. I've thought about talking about this whole WW3 business but it's all very depressing. That and basicly everyone knows whats going on with it so it's not all that interesting to talk about. Anyway, I'm out.

*baafu* Amon

Lolicon

Mood: Good
Music: Kotoko - Shooting Star
Midori no Hibi - Sentimental

Firstly, what is Lolicon?

Quote from Wikipedia: Lolicon is a Japanese slang term, short for Lolita Complex, used to refer to an attraction to any girl beneath the age of consent, or to an individual attracted to such a person. It is a term which encompasses both pedophilia and ephebophilia. As borrowed into the West, Lolicon means manga style sexual artwork involving child-like characters. Lolicon refers only to underage girls, see shotacon for the male equivalent.

It is also only drawn and the age of the character is most of the time up for dispute due to the fact that girls that look like they are 5 can have DD cup sizes in normal hentai. Now that you understand it, what are your thoughts? Many say it is just a gateway to having sex with real children but as a lolicon myself I BEG to differ. I have never even THOUGHT about doing anything to a kid, it's just sick to me and would hurt that child way too much. Lolicon however hurts noone and is just a fantasy in anime form.

It's not illegal in the U.S. but it is in Canada. What are your thoughts? Are we lolicon deranged individuals? Should it be illegal? Does ExtraDry Deodorant really work?

Keep this discussion civil, meaning no flames.

*baafu* Amon

Illegal Rights

Mood: Normalized
Music: Nickelback - Too Bad
Static-X - So Cold
Onmyouza - Houyoku Tenshou
X-Japan - Rusty Nail

Illegal Aliens should be called by no other name but that. I've grown sick and tired of seeing the stupidity of the marches going on in Denver!

Thousands got out and marched acording to local news, most of which were illegal aliens who crossed the border and broke our laws but you already know that right? What you may not know are these facts:

There are 12 million illegals in the United States today.
They broke a law coming here illegally. (yes, this needs to be stated sadly.)
They have no respect for the sovernty of this country.
Many illegals beleive that by coming here in hordes they can retake California, New Mexico, and Texas.
More than half the people marching don't know English.
Mexican flags were the only flags being flown in marches before something was said and were replaced with American flags.
Both the Mexican and U.S. goverment do nothing to stop border crossing and in many cases promote it.

The list goes on but I'd rather talk to you. 12 million illegals are here because for years, in both Republican and Democrat administrations, nothing was done to stop it.. I suppose they thought the problem would go away if they prayed to the Immigration Fairy. However, while the people living here now are illegal I don't blame them near as much as the goverments that do nothing because the people just want a better life. Better life, we all want it right? Of course, but we do it legally and don't slap the faces of the people that do it legally while we demand special treatment from the authorities after doing something ILLEGAL.

The argument many illegals and supporters of them put up is that everyone was an immigrant at the beginning. Times change! If they didn't then we'd still have slavery and that's what we want, right? -rolls eyes- The laws were put in place as to not put a strain on our country from massive influxes and need to be either respected or we must let EVERY person who wants to live here come right in. Then what would we have? Nothing, this wouldn't be a great palce to live and things would go downhill from over population and having too many on welfare.

All that being said you may ask, "So what do we do about it NOW wise guy?". Got no answers but there are two things we CANNOT do.. give them amnesty and give them the boot but I'll tell you where we can start, goverment.

If our goverment, forget Mexico, OUR goverment steps up and uses the national guard to police the borders and completely stop illegal crossing of the border, then we can take a step back and figure things out. Until then I'd like a two things to stop.. these marches demanding the U.S. do what they say when we would be jailed in their countries for doing the same thing and the celebration of the Mexican independance holiday in our cities which is as stupid as the 4th of July in Great Brittain.

*baafu* Amon

Death Penalty

Mood: Bored
Music: Flyleaf - Fully Alive
Eminem - Detroit City

Self proclaimed member of Al Queda, Zacarias Moussaoui's trial update was released today. He is eligible for the death penalty because he lied about September 11th and as the jury says, "He caused at least one death from his lies."

Now, maybe I'm missing something here but last I checked wasn't the death penalty for people who are actually murderers? This man, as scumy and shitty as he is hasn't killed a single soul to the knowledge of the United States. Yet, we want him to die. Why? Life in prison should be more than enough.

Look at it this way.. If you heard your brother was about to kill someone at the local supermarket but choose to do nothing, are you a murderer?? No, your sibling is. This is common sense for me but alot of people in their rage can't understand it.

Another point to make is he wanted to get on the plane and crash it into the White House which obviously would have killed himself. In his warped view of the Islamic religion that would take him to Heaven as a martyr with his 70 billion virgins or what have you. Now, what do you think killing him would do? Make him and his allies happy because he faught with the U.S. and became just what they all want.. a Martyr.

mar·tyr n. - One who makes great sacrifices or suffers much in order to further a belief, cause, or principle.

*baafu* Amon

What in the world?

Mood: I'm not sure..
Music: Boa - Duvet
Tapping the Vien - Cornflake Girl
Bullet for my Valentine - All these things I hate

I'm really sick of the way things go in my life. Perhaps I'll explain this to you all..

When I was 6 my grandparents tried to steal my older brtoher and I away from my parents by falsely inprisioning them. I hate them. Alot. Yet, I've been forced to act like I love them and care what happens to them.. but I can't. My aunt, my grandmother's sister, fell and cracked open her skull. When I got the news, I didn't care. I just shruged it off, she lays in a bed these days telling us about the little girls that visit her. There are no little girls.

When I was in 5th grade my best friend Cody died, I didn't cry but when my parents told me his mom fell asleep at the wheel I faked being sad but truthfully I felt nothing. Is this normal? He was a good friend, Christian, taught me about life.. and like that *snaps fingers* he was gone, but I didn't care.

Alex, my good friend for 2 years.. the closest thing I had to a bestfriend since Cody. He stopped dealing with me because I wanted to talk to him more.. I couldn't understand what was going on but I didn't cry.. After he was out of my life I felt free for a few days.

Then, I met two new people.. Audrianna and Kevin. Audrianna was the girlfriend I broke up with.. I'm not sure why but I connected with her.. on my side but she never let me know anything and it fell apart. For once I felt close to someone and it was stripped away just because she likes some slut at her school.

I cried, then my heart froze and I have been having issues with all my online pen pals. I can't talk to them, all I do is play games, get off, eat a small ammount of fruit and goto bed.. only to continue the next day.

I know this isn't what I want but I have noone that I can talk to anymore. I feel almost like I'm depressed but I'm not. I get urges to sleep for hours just for the time of the world to pass by.

I feel ever so cold hearted.. like someone would have to use an ice pick to stab my heart.. that sort of feeling I geuss. Yet, it seems even worse now after Audrianna, than it was before I met her. Funny thing.. only time I cried when someone died was my cat Scooter years ago. I know better than to think that's normal.

Now that I've written that.. I can't find a reason for it or a point. Whatever.

*baafu* Amon

Been gone, back now.

Mood: Chilling
Music: Eminem - White America
Lost Prophets - Faithless

First of all.. The hell is up viewers?!

Okay, now.. I'm been gone for awhile, I broke up with my girlfriend and frankly I just didn't handle it very well. No more being a drag, I'm going to get over this break up swiftly, move on, and learn from it.

1) Get over it swiftly, in progress.
2) Move on, not yet.
3) Learn from it, I had a bleedin' good teacher.

My last post I read back over and I realized something due to current events:
Iraq hates itself. Everytime they are about to have a goverment they argue but this time they have gone off the deep end and have started doing vile acts on par with what happened under Saddam Hussien's rule, smart eh?! Saying that then makes you think that maybe there was no point in this, they just do the same thing he did.

Let me further explain myself, we waged war with an entire country under the belief that all shared that they, indeed, were actively making WMDs. Also, that Saddam was evil and needed to be ousted.

No WMDs.
Thousands of new Saddams.
Complete rubbish!

This serves no purpose, however if it isn't for us being there Iran will stop rubbing thier hands together, actually take the country by force, control it by fear and murder. All the while having the power to back it up. Can you imagine it? This forms a new formula for myself and the readers of this blog:

Invade = Begin making new Government = Civil War = We are forced to leave or risk being in the middle of thier War = Iran crosses the border from the east and Syria from the North West, they take Iraq. Now this is where the formula is questioned.. If we come back to push back Iran we sink into a true WWIII, or plan B.. we leave them alone and Iran gets stronger while making Nukes. If plan B is followed Isreal nukes the three countries with strategic nuclear weapons that they bought from the United States. WE ARE BLAMED!

Two ridiculous paths but one must be chosen! The Never Ending War can at least change from the old boring formulas!! Which do you choose Bush? Choose now, it's coming!

Next week I will post something away from the issues of Iraq, unless of course nukes go off.

*baafu* Amon

The Neverending War.

Mood: Meditative
Music: Blood - I Remember You (download)
Kagerou - Zetsubou ni Sayonara (download)
M.I.A. - Bucky Done Gun (english)

I've been doing some thinking on the current state of affairs in the Middle East and elsewhere.. tell me what you think.

You may have noticed the title of this entry is "The Neverending War", it's the name I have adopted for the War on Terror or WWIII. I call it this because of this formula:

Al Queda attacks = We attack = We hurt civilians = Families get mad and join fight against us = These new Terrorists attack us = We attack back.

This is an infinite loop that cannot be stopped; I say it can't because the U.S. policy is and always has been never surrender and only except just that from the enemy. As for Al Queda, they have no set leader, there are too many splinters for one man to say "We give", none of the cells would obey. Okay, so now you're looking at me and thinking "If we changed our policies and surrendered it would end".. *makes buzzer noise* WRONG! If we surrendered the mentality of Al Queda would say "They are weak! Strike now!" They attack and the never ending cycle starts once more.

How do we stop this cycle? Am I missing something? What do you think about this? Leave a comment.

*baafu* Amon